FORT WORTH -- Tana Poppino spent 20 years as a media and marketing executive for an Oklahoma utility company. She earned a steady salary. Good benefits. Lots of vacation.
And she walked away.
"It just wasn't my dream, plain and simple," she says.
Her dream was professional rodeo barrel racing, a future she first envisioned as a child competing in youth rodeos while growing up on her family's ranch.
Since quitting her job four years ago, Poppino qualified in 2006 and 2007 for the Wrangler National Finals Rodeo in Las Vegas. Her rodeo Web site says she has more than $300,000 in career earnings.
The 46-year-old is competing this week at the Fort Worth Stock Show and Rodeo.
"Most people thought I was really crazy," she said. "But I just felt peace. If I hadn't done it, I would have spent the rest of my life wondering if I could have made it rodeoing."
Not just for fun
Poppino grew up in Colorado on her father's ranch, roping cattle and riding horses. Even after she left home, went to Oklahoma Panhandle State University and entered the utility business, the allure of the rodeo lingered.
For years, after arriving home from her day job, Poppino rode horses until darkness fell on her and husband Marty's 50 acres in Big Cabin, northeast of Tulsa.
She competed in amateur rodeos within 200 miles of Big Cabin -- about all the ground she could cover and still get home in time for work the next day.
"We'd get off work, jump in the truck, drive, compete, drive back, get not much sleep, go to work and then do it all again," she said.
It was fun, but that's all. Poppino's winnings were not in the same ballpark as her executive salary.
"When you rodeo, you only get paid when you win," she said. "As much as you love to do it, you can't afford to do it full time just for the fun."
Pursuing her dream
In 2003, that started to change. The horse Poppino was training seemed to have what it took for a shot at the professional circuit. Poppino entered some of the big building rodeos and did well.
She came close enough to making the National Finals Rodeo that she felt emboldened to try again.
The problem: The professional circuit required her to travel a lot farther than 200 miles.
"I would take a day off from work and go down to Houston and compete that night," she said. "Then I would drive home all night and be back at work the next morning. ... You can do that for a little while. Then it catches up with you."
She eventually made an arrangement with her company to take unpaid time off to compete. But in 2006, new management came in and told her to choose between her executive job and the rodeo.
She and her husband, who runs a business that sells trailers, talked it over. She had a good job and health insurance. Because the utility company is owned by the state, she was only nine years from retirement eligibility.
"It was gut-check time," she said. "Boy, it is hard to flip that switch to a lifestyle that offers no regular income and long hours away from home. But I know if I didn't pursue my dream now, I never would."
Poppino had told herself that she would find another job if riding horses didn't work out. It almost didn't.
She left her job in June 2006. By Aug. 1, she had won only a couple of thousand dollars. It wasn't even enough to cover her bills.
She and her husband agreed that they couldn't dip into the savings. She decided that she would compete the next week in Kansas and, if she didn't perform better, she would look for a new job.
In Kansas, she hit her groove, as Poppino puts it. Her performance propelled her to rodeos in the Northwest, where she won about $8,000, more than she had earned in the last three months.
From the second week in August to the end of November, she won about $50,000.
"That's when I realized I may have made the right choice," she said. "I could do this."
Poppino has had setbacks. She hit a barrel at a rodeo in Reno, Nev., and broke her ankle. She was forced to return home and heal, which meant she wasn't winning any money.
This year is off to a good start. She won her first rodeo in Billings, Mont., and the first round of the Prairie State Circuit finals. She hopes to keep the dream alive in Fort Worth.
Poppino is riding Goose, an 8-year-old gray gelding, and Amigo, a 15-year-old bay gelding.
"Everything in life worth pursuing comes with risk," she said. "We all get lulled into complacency in our comfort zones. In order to keep growing as a person, you have to push out of that comfort zone.
"I'm doing what I love now."
ALEX BRANCH, 817-390-7689